There are mostly two types of relationships, once you get when u born and once you develop through your life. The first type you might not be able to change like father,mother and your siblings and also some of grandparents. You got to accept them as they are. My mother is a wonderful women I would say, she is caring, loving in every way a mother is supposed to be. She is always praising me in front of her friends, our family. But also she is short tempered and sometimes a little overreacting. We never really have much of a conversation but we do have fun when me and my sister, when we are just talking something funny. Our mother makes most of the jokes and we laugh for a long time.
There is an incidence which I would always remember with her, once I was going somewhere with her. While crossing the road in bazzar she took my hand and told me to watch out for vehicles, I laughed myself, and told her I cross even the bigger traffic roads in my every day journey to college. Why are you being so worried about this little one. Then the answer she gave me made me somehow emotional.
She said "yeah you might have been. But now you are in front of my eyes, I should care about you. You wont understand this until you will become a mother. My mother also used to worry about my sisters.We used to ask her the same question that whats the matter to worry about she will be home safely. And then she told her that you wont understand this until you will become a mother,and it goes on..."
When I returned home I wrote this in my diary. I felt whenever in future i will be a mother i might tell the same thing to my children's and this might goes on :) like a chain of affection. Bonding us all in a secret bond of unconditional love and care of mothers.
I don't know will I be ever able to thank her in front of her, for caring about me, for taking me to doctor whenever i will be sick, for praising about my small things and helping me invisibly to gain self-confidence and also increasing my responsibilities,for doing everything to help me.Sometimes you can not dare to speak somethings out loud, you feel like you might not be able to put them correctly. Like they are so fragile,delicate.
So I thought I can thank her here. I love you mom, and i will always. For giving me a chance to become your daughter, and to be the part of world. I wish I would have the same mom for my next millions of births. Because I am so glad that I am Your daughter...
