Sunday, December 6, 2015

sometimes all you need is moon and stars and quiet

Whoever reading this,
Have you ever read a novel which you never wanted to end?
Or painted a painting which makes you calm and help you to relax?
Or just stayed awake till 4 am and feel the moon light coming out of window.
Well most of you might not be freaky readers or painters or even late night owls like me :P
Yet let me tell you, it still feels worth it.
Tomorrow I have a big shot placement at my college, and my university exams already approaching so I have been studying late night from past few nights. But today just everything feels so out of way, don’t know why. Its like one of those moment when you feel calm yet you feel why are we stuck in situation like this. Well so I decided to paint something, and I painted a girl looking out from window looking at something which isn’t there probably, blue light filling the room and highlighting her cell, laptop, headphones and books. And all I felt was imprinted on the paper. And on the back side I wrote a quote that sometimes all you need is moon and stars and quiet.
Perhaps that’s what you need…
But I guess it’s a good therapy to relax ourselves. Whenever I put the brush on canvas and it starts releasing its colors making the paper forever his. And it moves and moves smoothly across the harsh surface until it soaks all the tenderness and becomes blue or green or red. I love the way it feels, and as the picture gets complete all that you were thinking or feeling goes away slowly. Just like the ink on paper.

Perhaps I might not be the painter of the decades but wherever I will live my walls will be always filled with these paintings I draw. They just make me realize that this what something you have, which is never leaving you. So hang on there. We are with you. J

Fangirl, Lndline and attachments...

One more book I finished this holiday was fangirl. Well the girl was kind of freaky, at some points I was rolling my eyes at her “not going out for dinner thing”,” leaving school for her father thing”, “and also whats up with her mother ?” but yet… the guy was awesome. Even though I kind of wanted to punch him at first, but later it got better. As it depicts, not every nerd is destined to stay single. :D or not all girls you think are freak are actually freak . I like the story because cath kind of matches my personality, well I have tried very hard to come out of my shell and mix up with people, make small talks and be the person which everyone appreciate and the not the opposite but I am not that bad as cath in case of changing environment :D
Also one thing I would like to mention is the way she has showed the world of fandom. And I was really not so sure about making your own stories and posting them to read for others.
I guess when a writer writes something its actually their work and why should any one gets to invade their world ? I know all the fan thing but cant we just stay fan of whatever they have created? Well whatever.
and also I really loved the part when cath finally gets her way in her new school and her sister is surprised by her new change. J
So that week I got two stories of rainbow rowel who has published them at start of her career. They  were actually set into the adult age, one of them was
“landline”
So the landline is a story of a women who is a script writer for a famous comedy show and who has very important assignment exactly on Christmas day so she cant go to her in laws house that holiday.  But she somehow manages to repair her marriage by a magical phone she has. Which calls to the husband in past only, while her real means future husband isn’t picking up any calls from her(for 10 days. Oh my).
Well I felt the story was all right. I felt some parts were little too explained.  And obviously it followed the good end.

Another story I am currently reading is “attachments” and god I am enjoying it so much. Its one of the books you never want to end. I just want to save the bits and bytes till it finishes. I guess she is really that kind of author which involves you in her stories, I felt the same impact when I was reading hers elenor and park as well fangirl. Her stories are just set in so better environment or just made so beautifully together that you just want to stop it at the exact moment you feel like this should be it, the happily ever after. But story must move on as life goes on J

So attachments is I haven’t completed yet , because oh… I just don’t want it to end :D so i will be writing the review of attachments in next blog. :) 
merci...

so to be continued with the review about attachments. It ended just like I expected, on a sweet note as desert of last course. :) 
I loved the story since fairy tales can take different forms around the world. watching lincoln read beths mail was like watching him look inside her head. very few times this happens as we get to know about what exactly the other person is feeling about us. I think it may surprise us sometimes that how others respects or maybe hate us or maybe adore us without showing us. Well thats where the walls and lies borns. :D
so obviously I felt the end was rushed a little bit, since its just like that lincoln leaves the job and gets back with beth. :P yet I think it will be my favorite novel for a while now. :)