BirthDay Bash!!!

Birthday seems always a happy day in our life. It is the day when you can expect all people to treat you good no matter what you do. :D

I have had many birthdays, celebrated with friends, family, some just with family and some with memories but yet every birthday seems the amazing one.

So I am writing this blog on one night before my birthday when I will be completing 21 years of my life. Well its lucky number for me because it’s my numerological number.

So here are some few things I am thankful to god, thank you for making my life beautiful and filled with never ending happiness. Thank you for giving all the good things I wanted.

Thank you for letting me a part of this life where I find myself as this is where I belong.

Yet many birthdays to be come, and the lucky ones out of them would be my 30^th birthday, then the 60^th birthday and then ultimately 90^th birthday maybe, where I will be living in an entirely different time span. Yet Keep me myself always… Let that little clumsy and creative Rutuja still inside me, even though my looks will change, even though the people around me will change, even though life will change. J

Finally being a part of adulthood, where now perspectives change, views change, opinions change… Let the upcoming years make me wise and give me strength to fight for what I want, and also wish me the best of luck so I can persuade what I want.  

Happy 21^st Birthday to me! J

The Unplanned Happiness!!!

        Whenever I am among my friends I always feel like I should do something to preserve the moment right now. I really started believing that time is relative. It goes on and surprise us with its extremely astonishing characteristics.
Today we had a lunch meet at my home with few of my friends and my sister. We cooked meal for all of us and ate it together with fun and enjoyment.
Sometimes I feel what I'd do after few years when on the same day  I will miss the same moments. It hurts to even think about that someday this all will be a past and all the enjoyment and fun we had will become just a fragment in our memory.
Still its yet amazing that We still have beautiful memories to cherish. In few years we all will be somewhere  working in companies and having an entirely different lifestyle that todays.
I always get this feeling or a voice in my head saying that pick up the most out of the incidence so I can remember it more clearly after few years.
In eat,pray,love at one place Elizabeth says that she has a friend who always say whenever she go at a good place that "I will come back here later"
Elizabeth says that by saying this her friend starts making plans of future but she forgets whats right now. but I think just saying live in the presence is far more difficult than it seems.
You cant stop the thought process which says that look how happy you are right now. The next moment may not be the same. :)
Still the good times are always there, With or without the same fun, with or without same people. Yet it matters. It matters how much we enjoyed, how much we miss all this. :)
I will miss each and every moment of my happy time. I will miss all of you...
I will miss the amazing campus of my college, I will miss sitting in the sunlight there at the bus stop, I will miss watching rain hitting the trees, and the beautiful roads dampening with rain, the sunlight uplifting shadows from the trees making everyone look happy and cheerful.I will miss staying awake late nights making notes or struggling with a piece of code which is not running, and then looking out of window and looking at the plane blinking and moving slowly in the air. I will miss looking at the starry sky on the cloudless night. I will miss the rain hitting the windows making the most beautiful noise.  I will miss having coffee and kuka with my friends after the college hours, having lunch with them, walking in utterly silence when we don't know what to say anymore. I will miss laughing uncontrollably on silly jokes, having silly talks on our lives as well serious talks on our lives. Taking in the fresh air in to feel this all is as real as it gets.
I will miss everything and everyone out of these days...

:)
SO Take Care Of All Your Memories! For You Can Not Relive Them!-Bob Dylan!
:)