Interesting/Irrelevant American politics

     How come we start to enjoy things that are extremely irrelevant or not important in our life? 

i am a kind of person who was never interested in politics, it felt as if an extra branch of which i never needed to know anything about. 

i hated the campaigns they made, trying to get ahead of one another while throwing dirt on each other and then making mess of everything while being people who runs the country. 

and then I came across American politics few months ago and it suddenly changed my whole perspective of how one sees politics. Is that all it takes? a person who shocks you with the amount of idiotic things he does? 

and why should I be the one to bother even? 

when it's not even my country? 

but then as i dive into the question of why and how can a person like him lead a whole country with millions of people including different race and women and of different genders, i feel sicken to my stomach each passing day. 

I watch the random and each and every episode featuring comedians who's career been made since this election was over. scrutinising every sentence president says or does or doesn't say or doesn't do. 

It grows like an obsession with something different that you can't keep away from. 

I laugh so hard at their jokes and feel it's impact at the same time. 

feel sorry for those suffering who's health insurances are going to be snatched away in the name of reform, feel sorry for those who were banned from having a hope for their future, and also for those who served their country and now not be able to do so because of something they were born with snatches their right to do so. 

how can we begin to comprehend this all and still keep hope for upcoming days? 

i sit in my office and explain why am i interested in american politics and not aware neither interested of what goes around in my own country. Maybe i don't even give a shit about what they might be going through each day with new shocking news everyday, perhaps to me it's just a matter of shock element and to me it's just something to laugh and then leave it behind. But then it seems even more horrific. 

It's not even that difficult rather it's easy if you consider to find the golden means while making sure there is little damage done to anyone specific or group of people. but people put forth their personal views and wishes to satisfy their own agenda and then it all just goes to a shitty sewer made of hurt and suffering. and that's how we live through, taking on the extreme conditions which we can not understand neither change , while trying to make best of the situations.